It’s been quite awhile since I last updated my blog…and I’m feeling kinda guilty not doing so. You see, I have no idea who visits my blog besides some of you whom I know (you know who you are
thanks for visiting), the point is, I still get the average number of visitors to my blog that I get when I do update my blog even though I haven’t done so for more than a month! So I’ve decided not to abandon my blog and come back and write something here.
Where shall I start…so many things had happened. I don’t even know where to begin!
Major highlights are
1) I lost my car but got it back again, and I don’t wanna talk about it here. It’s too depressing.
2) I freaking have a curfew now because of the lost & found car (never in my life I had a curfew before!)
3) At the same day I lost the car, I almost missed my dance performance/cancelled our paid performance at a company event because my entire set of costume was in the car!
4) I found someone that mean a lot to me
, well this was not a month ago but it wasn’t mentioned in any of the posts. Somehow I just wasn’t ready to let anyone know…but I did, officially. It was nerve wrecking!!! It turned out alright I guessed. LOL! I still remember Nic saying “told you so!” Hehe, I know, I know
5) During my visit back to hometown in Penang, found out one of my youngest cousin (we kinda grew up together when we’re kids) is gay!! And she came out to the entire family! A strict Catholic family and they were fine with it!! I couldn’t believe my ears when we were all having a lil girl chat in the room with my youngest aunt and cousins. And somehow I felt a lil jealousy from myself cuz I’m gay and I’m not out to my family, I don’t have the guts to do it. I was kinda intimidated as well because I don’t want my family to know yet but at one point of the conversation, I asked (should have just shut my blardy mouth!) “So..how does her “boyfriend” look like?” My cousin bluntly pointed her finger at me and said “Like you“. What the earth??? Gee I almost got a heart attack there, but I wanna make sure what she meant and she said “the girlfriend is really good looking, dressed like a guy and she look like you!” Then I realized what she meant, I look androgynous since I was a kid, always have been, so to straight people, it’s called a “guy-ish girl” and not bluntly pointing out that I might be gay..hmm I don’t know. Well, subject changed and I was glad I didn’t have to be confronted about my sexuality by my family…a strict Catholic family!
Anyway, I think that’s all for today’s post. I really don’t have much that I want to write here (not for public view at least
), so I’ll be back to update in a few days’ time I hope!
Thanks folks, for tuning in!